dReaM

i want my young-sweet-17 years old back....i really do..if theres any miracle can do that,i`m gonna go for it. what a beautiful life i had past few years when anis is still my little baby and zaman still in school.. we fight all the time like normal brother-sister silly fight...hahaha... and anis...eventhou shes like 6 or 7 years old at that time,shes really enjoying her brother- sister fighting show... kids..
now? anis grown up, darjah 4 if i`m not mistaken...talk like makcik makcik..never find a period when she start talking...huhuhu... zaman.. one big bujang man....have his own stuff to take care off,always talk macho to me nowadays and sapit....teenager...asking me to buy for him a white-nike-usher-shoes....
for the future? i really don`t wanna know for that part...rather sit back and relax...bende yg lelepas je..miss it so much...when the time i go crazy...stealing my dad car (stealing is the right word meh??) i mean without my dad permissionlah...went to eat the-abg-pendek-papa-johns roti-depan 7-eleven with namin and ayell... what a day...
i miss my ppp years..spending time with alissa..hanging out with crazy people..went to crazy place...
i`ll leave school at the age of 23..still young some people said..but yet..everybody already have their own commitments... some of them don`t even want to lepak kat area black alley no more..asking me to meet somewhere starbucks ke dome ke...WTF??
when i get back...i`ll sit back for a month i guess..love to be alone..just me and myself...then,gotta find a job...i wish i could find one...eheheheh...
and then...have kids ....became a carrier mother...blablablablablabla...DND


